Today I look around and see sad things. I am trying to find the positive. I am looking forward a new Grandson. This is very joyous! Praises that my husband has a job..but work is very slow now thanks to Sandy. Yes still slow.
I sometimes just write to "vent". Writing is theraputic. I also pray and God gives me Peace.
I dont talk much. Out of fear people will run away from me or will argue with me. I dont like conflict at all. THIS is a weakness of mine. I also dont say anything sometimes because what will come out of my mouth will be anger. I dont have the ability to speak "in love"
My favorite saying of all is "If you can't say something nice , dont say nothing at all" (THUMPER)
I thought the politcal stuff would stop after the election. The negativity is making me sick!! Where is the love? But I cant say anything negative to anyone or speak my mind because I get attacked like a lion pouncing to tear my mouth up.
The elections are over and I thought all the hate would stop. But it continues. Christians are being hateful about Obama. Pray for the man! He is the head of our country. But God is the head of the world. God is control! Stop complaining! Look to our God and Saviour. HE loves us very much. Show him you love HIM too. Sing Praises!
A woman is so unhappy in her marriage so she feels it is ok to have an affair. What about her children? She is neglecting them. If she hates her husband that much, why does she leave her children in his care 98% of the time? He is doing an awesome job of being a father to his children. This man is not well, but does the best he can. He loves his wife so very much and tries so hard to please her. He is a truly a gentle soul. Yes he has had his times of rage and has hurt her physically and emotionally. I UNDERSTAND! MORE THAN SHE KNOWS..I UNDERSTAND! I too have made the wrong choises to deal with my hurt. Circumstances are different..simular yet different. God used mine to bring me closer to him. He forgave me and he was patient. Maybe I should be patient with this woman. It breaks my heart though that she is "so happy" now and justifies her behavior....but she is blind to the fact that she is neglecting her husband and children. She is focused on herself. Please God get her focus back on YOU. Bring her back to you Lord.
I get so upset by evil people living evil lives and thinking everyone owes them something. They depend on others to GIVE them what they NEED. They spend their money on what they WANT. When deeds of kindness are done for them, they are ungrateful. So why would anyone want to continue doing nice things for them? Is this the wrong attitude?
How can people live a happy life getting drunk, getting high, having sex with man after man? I dont get it!! Then they complain when life is hard. I want to scream.....YOU DONT HAVE JESUS IN YOUR LIFE!!!"
I try to be a loving example of Christ's love. I know the bible says to not grow weary doing good. But my heart is broken for people not living for Christ.
I cry over all the people mentioned in this blog. I pray for all of them.
I need to put them in the boat...and let go of the boat.
LET GO OF THE BOAT, LAURIE!!
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