B.I.B.L.E.

When I first heard this little saying...B.I.B.L.E. stands for "Basic Instruction Before Leaving Earth"  I thought, "oh that is cool.  It is an instruction book"   But it is so much more than that!   It is more than just basic instruction.  It contains deep instructions, commands, and laws FROM GOD!  God is talking to us through the Bible.  The Bible is God's words.  Everything HE wants us to know.  Our history, how to live as Jesus lived, how to be Christ like, how to treat others to Glorify Him.  Every word in the Bible is has to do with God's son, Jesus Christ.  The Bible is the best book ever because it is God talking to his children.  He is showing us that he loves us.  He is our Heavenly father.  I have said before to read the Bible..read what God is saying to you.  Act on what you have read...Do it God's way.  His way is the best way.  We cant see it sometimes..but trusting Him to take care of us is all that matters. Trust Him.  We cant trust people or ourselves like we can Trust God.  He knows what is best! 

Once again, evil has prevailed.  Even through the courts, evil prevails.  How we react is important.  Satan would want us to be angry, get depressed, and go over the trial over and over in our heads. 
I had an appeal trial in front of a jury.  This young man lied and contradicted himself over and over.  I didnt have money for an attorney (he didnt have one either)  He still won and now there is a judgement against me.  That was THE most stressful day in my life.  My whole body ached when it was over.  I felt so sick and exhausted.  It consumed my mind for a couple of days.  But satan wont win by making me feel bad or tramatized.  God wants me to look to Him.  To find comfort in Him.  To find a  hiding place in Him.  Jesus went through so much more as the result of evil people.  He did this for Me!  He did it for you too.   There may be a lesson in all of this for me.  God will reveal it to me sometime.  Or he may just have a lesson for all that were involved.  Only God knows.  He is in control.  I will just be happy and trust God.  

To be honest, I dont have the money this young man was awarded.   It wont bother me if he goes to the steps to get payment.  What ever he needs to do, I will fully co-operate to get this debt removed.  I just know that I was honest in court, he was dishonest.  God, me and this young man KNOW what the truth was.   The jury fell for his lies.  Oh well.    I still have so much more to Praise God for.  I will be ok.

THAT WAS THEN....

THAT WAS THEN..

“It’s positive” she whispered

“WE DON’T DO ABORTIONS” the Crisis Pregnancy center lady bellowed

“You are making the right decision” the abortion center informed

“I don’t want to be here” I wept

“I have wanted to be mommy my whole life” I hinted

“Just send me home” I said to myself.

“I love children!!” I agonized.

“This will prove it” She declared

“By not bring an unplanned baby into the world” she dictated.

“I wonder if it is a boy or girl” I questioned

“It is not a baby, it is a fetus…it is just tissue” She protested

“a blueprint . Just like you have a blueprint for a house. The paper is not a house. Same way a fetus is not a baby” she maintained

“ I am scared! That man looks evil” I silently cried out

“Oh my God! It’s a vacuum cleaner!!” I thought in horror.

“You need to be on some type of birth control” she ordered

“before you can leave” she went on

“I am never having sex again” I revealed

“You cant just stop having sex” she retorted

“You will be back in a year” she uttered.

“I am never doing this again!!” I hissed

“I am overwhelmed with sadness” I divulged

“Lies. Lies. Lies” I shuttered

“Where is the hope?” I whimpered

                                   TO BE CONTINUED......THIS IS NOW
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THIS IS NOW.......

"It is positive"  I whispered

"I'm pregnant! Please help!" I exclaimed

"Would you like to come in and discuss it"  She spoke softly

"I want my baby!"  I affirmed.


"You made the right decision"  She reassured

"I love children!" I divulged.

"This will  prove it" She justified.

"By loving this gift from God"   She went on.

"The Bible says that God knitted every baby in its mother's womb"  She revealed.

"I don't want to have sex again"  I released.

"Abstinence is God's plan"  She informed

"Sex is a very special act between a married man and woman"  She continued.

"Jesus loves you and so do we"  She testified.

"I am so happy!"  I shed tears

"There IS Hope!"   I  rejoiced

"There is truth in the Lord"  She shared.

If there you or someone you know is in a crisis pregnancy, there is a place in Clayton, NC that you can go to and find the love of Jesus.  Help and resources too.  iChoose a Care Net center.