Some of the things I write, are things I learned in Sunday School or in Church. I am not trying to commit plagerizm by repeating what I have heard. I hope people dont mind me repeating things that I have learned.
I feel I have some kind of charactor flaw. People seem to like me ok, and then I talk to them and they avoid me. I dont get invited to Bible studies. I have offered my help, but I am not asked to help. I am so lonesome. Summer is better since my son is home. But most of the time, I am home alone and bored! Even though I have a thousand things to do. When I am home, I am just so depressed and I dont do anything. I guess my lot in life is to just be alone. BUT I AM A PEOPLE PERSON!! The people who took advantage of me, are the ones who everyone likes. I am just stating how I feel. You know, I used to be a very funny person. But somehow that person died.
The other day I was thinking how happy I was. I guess I need to focus on my blessings and just not think about that ails me. I am happy! Really!!
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