Welcome to my blog. In the past I have written just random topics. But I am going to start a series on Abortion Recovery. This is just an introductory before I get into the subject. Please feel free to ask questions or make comments. This blog will be Biblical and I will be teaching that God does forgive your past.
When I was eight years old, my neighbor babysat me and my brother. One day she had her grandson at her house too. He was about 8 months old. I was fascinated. I fell in love with babies right then and there. I decided at the young age of eight that all I wanted to do in life was be a mommy. I couldn't wait to grow up and have my own babies. I was a very shy and insecure girl and teenager. But when people got to know me, I was very funny. I made people laugh. I guess I was insecure around boys. I felt I was ugly and that boys didn't like me. In fact I was bullied by boys. So when a boy seemed interested, I gave him what he wanted. I was still being "bullied" because boys just used me. I allowed it. BUT I gave up my virginity at the age of 17 to the guy I thought I would marry after high school. It was after this (our break up) that I became promiscuous. I am very ashamed of my past. VERY ASHAMED!!! I started dating a boy who was only 16 when I was 18. (He became my husband and the father of my three children) I was a bad person and corrupted him at such a young age of 16. We became pregnant. I was so ashamed. I didn't want to be pregnant yet. He told me to get an abortion. That was what people did in that kind of situation. It is not what I wanted to do. But I didn't know any other option. My parents would be so angry. I tried to hide it. To be continued...
