Wednesday, January 16, 2013

STARTING A SERIES

Welcome to my blog.  In the past I have written just random topics.  But I am going to start a series on Abortion Recovery.  This is just an introductory before I get into the subject.  Please feel free to ask questions or make comments.  This blog will be Biblical and I will be teaching that God does forgive your past. 

When I was eight years old, my neighbor babysat me and my brother.  One day she had her grandson at her house too.  He was about 8 months old.  I was fascinated.  I fell in love with babies right then and there.  I decided at the young age of eight that all I wanted to do in life was be a mommy.  I couldn't wait to grow up and have my own babies.  I was a very shy and insecure girl and teenager.  But when people got to know me, I was very funny.  I made people laugh.  I guess I was insecure around boys.  I felt I was ugly and that boys didn't like me.  In fact I was bullied by boys.  So when a boy seemed interested, I gave him what he wanted.  I was still being "bullied" because boys just used me.  I allowed it.  BUT I gave up my virginity at the age of 17 to the guy I thought I would marry after high school.   It was after this (our break up) that I became promiscuous.  I am very ashamed of my past.  VERY ASHAMED!!!  I started dating a boy who was only 16 when I was 18.  (He became my husband and the father of my three children)  I was a bad person and corrupted him at such a young age of 16.  We became pregnant.  I was so ashamed.  I didn't want to be pregnant yet.  He told me to get an abortion.  That was what people did in that kind of situation.  It is not what I wanted to do.  But I didn't know any other option.  My parents would be so angry.  I tried to hide it.  To be continued...

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